fuck it

i feel so fucked up with life.

presentation days are over
i prepared...i did..
but everytime i step on the stage, i'll just forget whatever i had fuckin prepared.
and now i don't even remember if i did greet the class just now.
screwed.

my msn fucked me up
can't log in for days....
internet explorer screw me up.
i can't log in to my sch's student portal
i don't know what the fuck is wrong.
trojan can't be that strong wad...
i've checked all my settings...............
someone help me please.





i feel so far far away from her.
it's empty now
i feel nothing
i don't even know what the fuck am i feelin when i look back at our memories.
it used to be pain
after these 3 days
it seems like everything changed
i'm just headin aimlessly
my heart is hollow
i don't fuckin know if i'm sad or what


fuck it all
i'm better off dead.