Friday, April 28, 2006


after i went there...
and after i joined this forum at

i now feel all those photoshop work i've done is nothing compared to theirs.

i feel demoralised bout something that i thought i'm good at.

again...mainly the comments were because of the colours.

fuck my eye.
why do i have to be colourblind and still like design ?

wad kind of fucked up shit u give me god ?
you bloody idiot.

Monday, April 24, 2006

it's one of those days...

it's one of those days that kept me awake all night...
no matter how tired i am.
no matter how sleepy i am.
i just can't stop thinkin bout it.
that work thing.

it's like no matter how i twist and turn.
and no matter how hard i tired to hide.
these things just kept coming haunting me.

they say,
scorpions think a lot.
i'm a thinker.
my mind is programmed to take information,
think it positively and the worst case that could happen,
before taking action.

scorpions are emotional too.
and girl, sometimes i just got emotional before i could even think.
and i'm sorry for that.

i know i fucked up at times,
but it is at times like this,
that my heart needs you,
i know i screwed up,
but i've never thought of giving up,
like i said,
this heart was made for you.

in silence that is,
in silence softly,
this heart was lost.
drowning in the silence,
falling far behind,
there is no way out,
will you be there ?

insanity and loneliness,
tearing this lonesome heart,
it keeps on beating,
but it never stops bleeding.

oh girl my princess,
the best thing that ever happened,
your lovely voice,
resounding endlessly in my ears,
oh how i miss those times.

i don't know what the fuck am i writting.
fuck this shit out,
tomorrow will be a better day i know.

in the mean while,
i rearranged and totally clean out my room.
it's all so nice and neat now.
and as a reward...

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yes !

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that was one of the best to re-energise myself from all those fucked up stuff i'm facing.

want some ?
just $35 bux for 2.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

love can be so beautiful

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i miss her.
we've been tru simply too much girl,
this life is for you.
only you.
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i love you.
update on !

Monday, April 17, 2006

photoshop update

well, i've been doin a little bit of photoshop lately.
kinda lazy to do major edittin right now.
don't know why.
must probably will start doing again later on.

anyway, i've been tryin to make a banner for the school project website banner.
and finally...
i've found one !

next on will be the background and navigation.

check them out at

Sunday, April 16, 2006

saya sihat, saya KOOL !

again and again.
the field outside my window are havin some event.
now it starts at 7am in the freaking morning.
the other time was the opera which happens at night.

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this is just freakingly terrible

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lots of the muslims and the chinese too gathered there.
i was about to sleep when they freakingly blast malay songs tru their speakers out there.
wah lan.

den a while later,
some ah pek started talking.
and as i am typing, the ah pek is starting to talk again.
chee bye.

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with that...
it makes the start of the event.

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then dey invited some puan dunno simi name
and to my suprise......

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they fuckingly started dancing !!!

wah lan...


this is the best part.

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and i've place another two just right beside me.
surround !

yea balls.

deaften the fuckin music out there.

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and it comes with a remote too !!


now this is what i call a chio bu !

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

to you, girls..

my bro reposted this on the bulletin in frienster,
i read it.
and i thought...
well, it's kinda true

*1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.

*2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.

*3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.

*4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.

*5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.

*6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reasons we're going out with you.

*7. Don't go into detail about your period.It scares us.

*8. If you have cramps and we ask you what'swrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.

*9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.

*10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.

*11. NEVER ask us if you can put make upon us.It's just wrong.

*12. Don't make bets about us, because one ofyour friends will tell us, if you don't.

*13. When we tell you that you're not fat,believe us.

*14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees,B5,or what any other guy looks like for that matter.

*15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.

*16. Just cause you think you're always right,doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong."

*17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.

*18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.

*19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you,cause you might get what you wish for.

* 20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we would say". That's just mean.

*21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.

*22. Pamela Anderson's breasts aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.

*23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.

*24. PMS is not an excuse.

*25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.

*26 Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was.That doesn't turn us on.

*27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.

*28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.

*29. We always notice how funny it is after you rip out our heart,stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.

*30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

Saturday, April 08, 2006


The most recorded orgasms in an hour by researchers at the Center for Marital and Sexual Studies in Long Beach, CA, was 134 by one female and sixteen for a male.

female = 1 ejaculation every 2 mins

that is just fucken mad

Thursday, April 06, 2006


i don't know what's with me man.
no no
since i came back here.
all i do is photoshop photoshop photoshop and photoshop.

guess i'm loving the feelin when i finish my work.

anyway, i made a human torch out of myself.
check them out at my other site.

and am still plannin to re-edit the angel, devil and angel and demon version of myself to a better and nicer one.

i'm lovin it !

Wednesday, April 05, 2006


please give me your comments :)

Monday, April 03, 2006

snow city, Medan.

it's like wtf man !!!
i ordered a fucken mc d ONE FREAKING HOUR ago.
and it's still not here yet.
my eyes are closing by itself.
need some sleep.

how fucking great.
mc d just arrived.
and they took 1 fucken hour to deliver a distance of 3 bus stops.

i pass my supp paper.

Snow City, Medan.

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the newest and biggest entertainment in medan.
they held their grand opening last 30th and 31st.
i went there on the 1st.

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curious of the place that claimed to be the biggest "snowcity" in indonesia with snow craft( i dunno wad's snow cuttin or wad called la, you'll get wad i mean down here ).

thus, gabo, aman and i went to check it out.
and well...
it's not so bad afterall.
minus 21 degrees.

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we were all freezziiiiiiiing.

i was only armed with a pair of sandals and a long thin pants.
it was fucken cold.
here they are...

all pics are taken wif my fone's camera.

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check out the diff photoshop made.

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another photoshopped difference.

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snowey white and the seven drwarfs

i'm gonna go eat and sleep balls.