can't wait !

firstly, let me just shout this out...




OH SHIT I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT BF REVISION CLASS YESTERDAY !!





alright,
i can't wait !

i can't wait for medan !
man...it's been 2 months !

bro just bought two rabbits and named them after me and princess.
wtf ?

things i want when i'm in medan !
- tailor-made white suite with the white pants.
- find a white leather belt.
- white formal shoe.
- new white glasses.
yes !
all white !



11 more days princess :)

time really flies !
man...can't believe it's the end of yet another semester.
and when we come back from our holiday,
it's gonna be our last semester together.
15 months...
fast uh ?
had a great time skippin lots of lesson in SIM :)
lol
anyway,
all the best for the exams sim mates !
love ya'll.
muuuacckxxx


omg !
wtf did i just say ?

something for the world...

this is from my frensta bulletin board.

Month 1 : mommy, i am only 8 inches long, but i have all my organs now.
i love the sound of your voice.
everytime i hear it, i wave my arms and legs. Thesound ofyour heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month 2 : Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb.
Ifyou could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month 3 : You know what Mommy, I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month 4 : Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine,.
but I will have a lot of it. I spend alot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month 5 : You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, helied toyou. He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a babyMommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy,what's abortion?

Month 6 : I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop! Ican't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!

Month 7 : Mommy, I am okay. I am in GOD's arms.
He is holding me. He told me about abortion.
Why didn'tyou want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .


One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

shishaaaaaaing the other day.

i think this shot is nice :)




and while having study break
i tried to cyborg myself.
it's bad :(

the fucking narcist CZ...

ladies and gentlemen...
presenting you.
the cz that you've never seen before.
and all taken by himself !!



it's of my property.
yeah !!

well, FUCK YOU

YES FUCK YOU FUCKING PATRICK O'BRIEN
or...
should i fucking say FUCK YOU PATRICK NO BRAIN

YES FUCK YOU !
I HOPE U FUCKING BURN AND DIE

the sleepless night has begun !

well..it's near the exams time once again.
what is so good bout this time's exams will be...
of course this will be the second last exams we will take before eventually finally finishing this fucked up course.

it's 6.39 a.m.

and the business finance textbook is still staring straight at me.
oh god,
what kept me awake ?
nope,
no coffee

it's my pricesless concerts dvds





luna sea's final concert,
the final act

and of course my fav jap band ever,
legendary as they are.
the price is fuckin legendary to me too !!





nonetheless,
worth every penny of it !

damn it.

god damn it i can't study at all !
god damn it !

i can't fail this time
no i simply can't !
princess gonna be in town for 10 days !

fucking hell.

gotta force this fucked up brain to study !

---

oh man..
i'm so into jap music these few days
don't know why.

koe by amano tsukiko is great !

bla bla bla bla

my cousin cam-whoring wif my cam
herm...
well,
guess wad
he'll be coming with princess too !
on the 1st july,
my mum, bro, sis, princess and my cousin are coming over to singapore !
yeah balls
the tickets are booked
i guess now nothin will screw up no more :D




one freaking nice sky eh ?



the very same idiot that cam-whored.
gotcha !






you look beautifully fierce princess !
love you anyway :)
18 days to go princess...
it's coming soon.
finally 1 year.
that's something eh ?

boooa !

been a long time since i last photoshopped.
www.propertyofb.blogspot.com for a few more !

a thousand pairs of hands...

so...what event it really is ?
well,
apparently....
you will know soon la.
it's gonna be a blast balls !

today, you can't deny that there's been an increasing number of young self-made millionaires.
however, you can't deny that most of these millionaires too made their money from network marketing.
okay,
networking marketing itself has been a bad bad bad kind of business in the past.

in the 70-80's, the era of the dark ages.
network marketing arise.
then, when people begin to have more knowledge bout this market.
they began to abuse this power.
there's where the scams and schemes come about in the 80-90's.
again, as the government begin to realise the threat of such systems...
most governments in the world made such a system illegal.
why would i refer such a system illegal instead of the pyramid system illegal ?

alright...
think about this.
doesn't everythign that evolve around you is based on a pyramid system ?

say...
in the coporate system.
there's always one CEO and....
i guess the diagram below should explain why it's a pyramid system.



so...is such a system illegal too ?
no they are not.

in fact, you and i are part of a pyramid system too !!
how ?
think bout your grandparents who gave birth to your father / mother with their siblings ( ur uncle and aunty ). then your parents who then gave birth to you and your uncles and aunties who gave birth to their kids ( your cousins )

see ?
ain't it in a pyramid shape too ?


go to a bookstore.
be it mph or popular.
check this out.
go to the business section,
and see how many books are published that's about networking business.
today, i see more books about this than any other books.
say if this business don't work...
will those idiots still be writing bout it and go bestseller ?


only thing is..
you work hard here...your pay doubles and triples
you work hard else where...your pay will remain the freaking same.
you don't work hard here...you get nothing
you don't work hard else where...you get fucking fired !


btw, my number don't change.
81399971.
and to you that called me this morning,
the girl from KL.
i apologise that i didn't even get your name.
apparently, i just gotten up from bed.
again, if you do have further question.
you can mail me at :
syn.herbert@gmail.com

a whole new life...

i just got back from KL...


- the exact view from the hotel window

all this started with a piece of newspaper article,



steven yeam, the man behind all these himself has made 300 over people millionaires.

unbelievable, yes.
me too doesn't buy into it just like this.
i spent the previous 2 months learning about this eunique business.

and came 12 may 2006,
i followed the team to KL to see it with my own eyes.
24 of us went.

we were accomodated at The Westin,
a 5 star hotel in KL.

the room itself was amazing..


- one end of the room


- the place where my group slept.


- er...


- it was 4 a.m. and we are still talkin about business



there's still the kitchen, another room and this is not the only suite we was accommodated in.
there's another one.

come the next day,
we went to NDO, new distributors orientation.

IT WAS MADNESS.

1200 people in a hall.
over 200 millionaires.












- the millionaries.

just imagine that,
all those people.
clappin with you at the same time.
shouting the same slogan together.

people that come from as far as italy and LA.
people from indonesia, cities all over malaysia, singapore and thailand.

all stood for one reason.
wealth and time.

all sharing the same main dreams.
all working under the same man.



madness.

if this 1200 are fools, then i guess i'm a fool too.
and if those are fools,
then i really don't know how those porshe, merz, bmws, ferraris are parked outsite the building.





totally,
it's crazy.





and all these will not happen if i've never met this man.



thanks to you, bro.

this experience.
changed my life.





apparently,
there'll be an event we'll be launchin on the 8th of july.
this is what's gonna happen.


6000 over people are coming to Singapore.
one Party Venue. the whole stretch of Siloso Beach.
this itself would require 120 Buses to transport them to Sentosa.
traffic police and Cisco will probably needed to escort the huge convoy of buses.
defintely would cause a stir on the roads.

Banners would be hung along Orchard Rd, Changi Airport and the Singapore Checkpoints to welcome these people into Singapore. saying 'welcome SYN Delegates into the 5th Annual International Members Exchange. Singapore Tourism Board. Uniquely Singapore.

why? the event itself cost 2.5 million. Estimated of 9 million would be spent in Singapore on that day itself. there are plans that Louis Vuitton Boutique will be closed for a day to cater for these people.

the earlier part of the day would be a formal affair at Suntec Convention Centre and when the Nite comes.. the Party of the Century!

1) Lucky Draw, 150k cold hard cash given out
2) would be donating 100k to charity
3) convert the beach into a ZoukOut cum MOS cum Countdown event. why? there are a few arenas.
Foam party - wild wet fun for the young and happening
Jazz and Canto Band for the guys who loves live music
KTV for those who loves to show off thier lovely voices
Stage area with seatings of 5000 people for speech and lucky draws
Rave Party for the dance-aholics
4) there would be a great BBQ, now imagine a 6000 people BBQ.
5) Hundreds of Barrels of Hoegarden beer and Guiness Draft and Red/White Wine.. no cheap beers.. only the best exclusive beers on the market.
6) Fireworks to light up the sky along with Giant LIghted up Balloons.
imagine 50k worth of fireworks against the backdrop of the mini island behind Siloso beach.
7) there would be plenty of media coverage. Media Corp will be there.
8) there would be a full page advert in the Papers.
9) Magazines like Tattler and Prestige would be there.
10) the 6000 people coming are from Malaysia so many would bring their BMW's and Ferrari's and SLK's and Mercedes and Porsches,

if you wanna know what exactly that we're doing...
give me a ring at 81399971,
my team and i will be glad to have you with us.

so...are you a follower or a leader ?
this experience had definitely changed my life.

come on, there can't be so many fools doing the same thin at the same time...
even if they are all fools...
how come they are earning so much more money than you and even your parents.

my million dollars dream...
starts today.

it's been 11 months...

it's been eleven months...
times flies yea,
one more month.
and we'll be one year old.
i hope that you still do feel the same way as when we just started this.



been a stressful week man.
bis projects,
and now qtqm project.
glad that i'll be at kl tomorrow.
will be back on sunday.

and for this 11 months,
she and i received the very best presents ever from both of our parents.
my mum,
is brining my sis, bro and cousin over to singapore next term.
that is, 30th july.
i'll be following them too.
and the best part iss............
PRINCESS GOT TO COME ALONG TOO !!!
WOOHOOOO
her parents finally agreed too !!

thou they'll only be here for 5 days.
but...
finally YES FINALLY !
princess got to see with her own eyes,
the place where i live most of my life at.
and i think i'll still be on holiday for the very first few days.
YESSA !!
guess i'll have another tour of singapore again.
but this time.
it's with my loved ones.
simply wonderful.

and yep !
princess has agreed too to go back to the place we were met again.
MEDAN.
for our 1 year annivesary.
i'm just so fucking happy.
and i hope.
i really hope.
now,
life will not find its way to fuck us up again.

it's been 11 months...
i've never been this happy princess.
i love you as much as ever.

when 1 buck is better than 8 bucks

i just had the fugliest hair cut of my life !!
god damn it.

i don't budget on my hair,
if u asked me to spend 150 on it.
i'm fuckingly willing.
it's part of the appearance.
and people judge u,
before anything else.
by ur fucking appearance.

so i went down to my area and began the saloon hunting.
and yes,
i judge on their exterior.
the better it is,
i guess,
the more proffessional they should be.
so i went in to what i think is the best.
2 shop houses combined into one,
different from the rest,
which is just a normal 1 shop house.

after the fugly hair cut,
it cost only fuckingly 8 bux.
AND FUCK !
EVEN WHEN I DON'T WEAR MY GLASSES,
WHICH WILL NORMALLY MAKE ME UNABLE TO JUDGE WAD I LOOK LIKE IN THE MIRROR.
I COULD FUCKINGLY SEE THAT MY SIDEBURN IS FUCKINGLY UNEVEN.
MY RIGHT ONE IS MUCH MUCH LONGER THAN MY LEFT.
WTF IS THIS,
SO I ASKED HIM TO CUT AGAIN OF COURSE.
KANINA.
FUCKING SHIT.
I HOPE YOUR SHOP CRASH AND BURN.
FUCKING IDIOTS.

AND FROM THE RESULTS,
THIS KIND OF HAIR CUT,
ONLY COST 1 BUCKS.
THE MOST 2.
AND THEY PRODUCE A MUCH MUCH BETTER RESULTS.
NEVER IN MY LIFE HAD I EVER HAD SUCH AN EXPERIENCE.
WTF,
UNEVEN SIDEBURN.
KANINA.

btw,
i don't go to the 2 bux indo saloon too.
it was when i was young.

new layout

new layout people...
please mind the fucked up pics below with the white thingy and stuff.
they'll be gone soon enough.

tell me whadda ya think yea ?




1 down - 1 more to go.


last night was simply amazing...
well, today is BIS project deadline.
last night, for the very first time in 6 months.
my SIM friends MSN list at freaking 3 a.m. showed 17 people is still online !!
fuck.
usually,
by those time...it'll just be bout 2 or 3.
17 man.
seems like lots of people are burning the midnight oil.
wonderful.

anyway, this paper like layout concept.
is the very same concept i used for my BIS project layout.
except it's better...
for the project itself.
i spent the whole freaking day !!
since i wake up till i sleep !!
which was like from bout 10 a.m to 5 a.m.
all those time dedicated to the project.
WTF !
i sat till my ass hurts balls.
my fingers hurts from those picture edittin and hyperlinking.
so..what did i do ?
i did on a photoshop service company named BertEfects,
thanks to pat for the idea.
and no, i won't freaking pay you for that.
i didn't use BertEfacts, which you suggested.
so..basically,
i just dump in whatever pics i've created in the past,
which most of you have seen too.
and yes, including the pic below...
the fugly ah pek version of me.

when will this emotional torture be over.
really,
i've never love anyone like i love you, princess.
no...not even my first love.

i miss you...

i miss being able to sleep in your hand...
makin them as if it's my pillow.
and when i'm already asleep.
you'd still stay by me and watch me sleep
yet,
you never let go of your hand.
tangling them within mine...
and you'd even secretly take a pic of me.
till i find it out myself...
and you just reply me with a smile.





and the face you see...
is the face of the happiest man at that moment.




i miss being in your hands.
how you'd hang on to me when i'm there.
even when i'm edittin your sis' pic.



that is my happiest time doing my fav hobby.
and you gave me that.


i love it when you have your hands around me.
and i love lying on your shoulder.
hugging you.
and talking.
just sharing everything.
your warmth.
simply your presence give me ease.
simply being at the same town.




i've never felt such a love before.
no,
not even the love i feel for my parents.
you are the one who taught me.
you taught me how to live again.
you make me new.




it aches me,
for not being there for you when you're sick.
if i could,
i'd sacrifice 5 years of my life for you tonight.
it's always like this.
you're not feeling well.
and here i am.
lost.
i want like every other boyfriend.
who can be there.
by your side when you're not well.
taking care of you when you're sick.
be by your side till you're asleep.
just watching you.
till you get well.

i just can't...
sorry is not never enough.




and here i am again,
sitting alone through the night.
reminiscencing every moment we had together.
watchin the vids we took together.
remembering every moment that was captured as images.


we were primary school friends.
back then,
i can't remember an event of which we ever spoke.
5 years after we were separated,
we are a couple.
we are in love.
and you my girl,
is the girl that will be forever in my life.
the girl i know since i was in primary 1.

there's no amount of words that can justify the love i have for you.
for my love just gets stronger each day.
you are my prove that god exists.
for you are His greatest gift for me.

when i'm old

i guess this is how i'd look like when i'm older..
okay except for the hair colour
but i can always dye dem that colour
just check out the wrinkles
lOL

are you ready to be with guy when you're old darling ?