i've read and understand the content from your blog.
if i do misread and embarrass myself in this entry, please do ingore it then.
hehe.
anyway,
this is what i've got to say about it.
it definitely shocked me reading that.
nevertheless, it will change nothing from our friendship.
fear not about it.
devastated that i am about the break up, i've realised and begin to face reality about the whereabout of my relationship with my ex.
and i know that now,
there's nothing that can patch us back together.
the hole she dug was way too deep.
she had made a temporary hole in there.
thou, like you said to me.
time will heal everything.
yes, time will heal this pain but it'll never heal this hole she made.
now, she and i is an impossible thing.
as much as she's still in my heart...i can't see us being together again.
never again.
i've realise that finally my story with her is over.
again,
what you wrote will never change our friendship.
i see you as a sister more than a friend or even a special friend.
knowing that opened me a lil bit.
and now, i can assure you that i'll be here if you ever need a listening ear or anything at all, sis.
well, i've make myself busy with work and work.
and my cousins are definitely helping me a lot recovering from this pain.
was introduced to a few new friends, girls.
but...
this heart is unmoved.
it's nice for myself to know that i can't bring myself to be what i used to be.
like finding a gal and take her as a replacement from princess.
yes, she's the one and only princess for me.
there'll be no more princess in my heart ever.
there'll only be another queen in my heart and she'll be my wife :P
i can say that i'm doing fine.
and i still wish to cry.
i want to cry this heart out.
but the pain in the heart has yet to come.
i miss our times together.
and i miss you jilly.
i'd had hope that we'd had ended this relationship face to face.
but i can't turn back time.
lots of photographies from here on :)
the cause of traffic jam.
something of an importance at work.
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