together at last...

we're together at last
thank god
and thank the meteor that fulfilled my wish
though only one of it is fulfilled.
another one is yet to come.


i can't promise u a lot of thing j
and i can't promise to always be there when u need me.
but i want to start a new life dear.
and there's noone else but you that i want to be with.
right now
tomorrow
and till when...only god knows.

i am not me anymore.
i feel different.

a mere two weeks we've got left.
and i wish that i could just spend every single seconds left with you right by me j.
i don't even fuckin knw why i'm feelin all this
and i don't even fuckin understand why did i do all those things for you
but believe me...those are true and fuckin upmost from my heart gal.
never had i sacrifice as much shit as i had for you
believe in what i said for i know...i'll make those come true no matter what happens.
u are the only one right here in me right now.tomorrow and god knows till when.

and fuck the rest of the shits that's happenin right in me for i don't fuckin give a fuckin fuck about it.
i just don't fuckin understand why it's you.
i myself can't fuckin believe that it'll be you.
but fuck it all.
i'm givin u my upmost trust.

i know words don't fuckin mean anything
but i just wanna say
that i do
care
that i do
wanna be with you every single fuckin second of my days here
that i really do
loves you.

and i thank you for accepting me in your life dear.