medan

nothin much changes here

all the way, i thought my life will be much better when i'm finally home.
i looked forward to dad agreein me goin to jakarta
i look forward for love
from my parents

i get none.

i still sit all by myself in the dark
i'm still all alone
i'm further and further away from my own blood and flesh
i'm in the verge of breaking down
i'm at the edge of my relationship

there's no more light in my life....
i'm not me anymore