well....let's do a lil bit of boasting

ok ok....a lil sad entry at the top first....

how u ever feel like........rejected, lonely and out of place ?
i kinda do
here is how they goes....

previously erm....last year
i had these girls with me....not at the same time.but both were my girlfriends.let's name them. K and L.
K was my girlfriend here in medan when i two timed her when i was in singapore.everybody knows i'm a bastard ain't i ?
case K
okay...so everything was doin fine wif K.i'm the first person who stole her lips and the first person, kinda of course to have her upper body taken.i'm a normal teenager in need for sex.i'm a scorpio hey.i'm OK anytime u want it.not that i'm desperate.so anyway, for another i broke her up through the phone.she was crying badly and i'm used to it - girls crying FOR me.the main reason why i broke her up was because the other girl - V is much prettier and well known than K.K ain't that beautiful but she sure has a fuckable body.she has the body ! i dumped her anyway.
case V
some misunderstanding and we broke up.
case L
i was pretty serious with her till her mum busybodily laid her hands on our relationship.i was forced to break her up right in front of her mother and a crying L.i too stole her first kiss and went pretty bad for her body.the upper one only.the same with case K but i did it more often with L than i was with K.she has a motherfucking nice voice.

when they were wif me...they were nothing.NOTHING.not so well known.not that beautiful.that innocent.and three of them loved me a lot.ok so now everything turns up side down.
last year i, through i've never been into any secondary schools here i was still famous among them.it simply seems like the 4 major sec schools girls here ( mostly ) know that there's this guy named herbert...better known as bert or B.i don't know how.but it used to be like my phone was always ringing wif msges from girls that i don't know and that i don't know how they got my number wanting to know me.i swore it used to be like that.i used to be "eyed" when i walk around in shopping malls and have never been rejected ( ok i was rejected twice ) when i approach a girl askin her numba.am i that UGLY NOW ?
K is one of her sch most chio gal now.famous from it of coz.
V is like so well known now...through she didn't change much.
L just won the grand finale of her school competition yesterday morning, turned into such a beauty that i nearly dropped my jaw when i saw her yest.and of coz..without question...the star of her school now.
K,V, and L are from diff schools.
and now........my phone could last for 2 days without recharging.


..............................i'm ugly >.<
outdated.
that's a sad thing to know


more boasting about my life here !

okay.......guess what ?
I HAD DINNER WITH A FUCKING TNI ( the army of indonesia...bambang susilo was a tni...tni is the most high ranking army.the most in charge.higher than the soldier, the police, the abri, the navals, the air force...basically...they control all of those department that's suppose to take care of the law and order of indonesia.in short..the highest ranking officer of tni will the just the man right under our vice president...( i'm not that confirm..but it's just what i heard ).
k.......and this TNI is not any normal green uniformed TNI.
he's about to be promoted to be THE THIRD HIGHEST RANKIN TNI THROUGHOUT INDONESIA.
how cool is that ?
and my family had dinner with him.lol.and he's my dad's best friend. ( kind of )
and i surely hope he'll intro BAMBANG SUSILO to dad. WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

anyway..it's just fuckin HARD to even treat them lor....that's why i make such a big deal about it.


through the dinner...the conversations were about aceh..about how he went to aceh 2 days ago and shot down 8 members of the GAM ( gerakan aceh merdeka ). GAM are retards. they are a people who doesn't want indonesia help and wants aceh to be independent.they are people who shoot down our army and may be your army too when we all help at the rebuildin of aceh.
and he told me how WEAK and POOR indonesia's millitary is.
i'm just so disappointed.


SINGAPORE can take the whole of indonesia down anytime.


don't even know why i felt like rejected and all.....don't even know why i'm typin those even.but it's typed.
and just don't give a fuck bout it :)
it's just some part of my life that i keep as a secret to myself all these while.