finally...

fuckin computer kana infected by some fuckin virus.
nvm.
i can survive with it.

point 1. i'm broke.
spent way too much.
fuck it.


pics :

the brastagi days.
cherisable moments before i left medan.
wished she was there with me too.
but only antony, andrias and aripin went along.
nevertheless.it was a fuckin good trip.


the fire place in the villa.anthony's mum's god mother's villa.one of the richest woman in medan i suppose.


seen a horse shit ?
this is it.
it's basically all over in brastagi.
lol.
they have lots of horses there.
in the process.i'm honoured to be able to ride on the horse owned by the owner of the villa.




learned a few tricks on how to ride by the guide.
pretty easy.


anthony bought 3 rabbits.this is one of them.
nice shot rite.
lol


i caught it and have a few snaps with them.



taken in the garden.


yup ! pool table in the villa !


this scenery is basically what i see once i open my eyes from sleep.



good life. i wanna stay there forever !



we visited the temple, then it rained.
andrias snap this from the car and i think it's a motherfucking nice shot.
no photoshop involved.


beach days.
with gabo,aman and jack.
the times i'll never forget for the rest of my life.
thank you guys for being there when i need.
thank you too guys for helping me for my "project 2" for jill became a reality.
thank you guys for everything.

pics :
beach trip 1 -


it all begin here.
the sleepy me drivin the 2 hours trip to the beach.
pondok permai beach.

but everything changed once we arrive.
prove ?
here...

that's jack laughin at don't know what i've forgotten.
but it must be something bout gabo and aman.


done to gabo's foot.

i know both seems to be his left leg.
but jack's suppose to be the right leg.he craved wrongly.


dunno what he's tryin to do.but i managed to get this funny snap.
he looked like he's pregnant.
lOL

gabo.


what's this ?
guess.


the 4 of us.
bottom left to right.
aman, gabo, me.
top is jack.


beach trip 2.
05.05.2005
everything was so much funner the second time we went there.
yesh..more pics

we didn't get ourselves wet the first time we went.so, we baked ourselves the second time we went.



the beach was like ours.


jack and i basically wrote our name there.that big.

then the chasing began.
no one wants to get wet first.
so we did this....



this

he's attacked by sand balls.
but...

that's what's friends are for.

finally all were wet.

we shot some vids
and pretend that we're dead.


lol



check this pic out.




we stopped for lunch.
hungry




very indeed.

then we dump the camera aside and really enjoy the afternoon out.


on the way home.






miss her a lot.
we're not even separated for a fuckin month.
but...
it hurts.
seriously.
and i don't fuckin understand why am i feelin like this.
retribution i suppose.
never had i been in love this way.
never had i gave in so much for a gal.
never.

can't believe what i've done.

i promised 4 things to her before i leave for singapore.
did them all.

first unbelievable thing.
-


each box contains 10stars.




each stars were written...


the keychain made of stars for her which broke in front of her house door.thus, to be completed all over agian.
gonna give her the next time i meet her.



comepleted all these by the 9th.05.05
then continue this.
her dancin costume for her graduation.
she was involved in one of the events during the graduation.
she sang and danced.

completed in a day.the 10th.


the front of the shirt.


the back.


2nd thing.


first night, first try.





the day before i lit them up for her.




behind the curtain.

3rd thing is without a pic.


4th is to made her mine.
and she's mine.

after all these....
i know, it's all worth it.
i know, she's the one i'll love today, tomorrow and till the day....only god knows.
no regrets.

miss home badly.
miss them badly.
miss jilly badly.