yet another departure.

everything has something that go to do with her.
it was always her and her and her.
she used to be my world.
she was my everything.
that was year 2006.

i've been a failure.


ah fuck it....
it's history.
my history.



year 2007.
looking forward to it.
looking forward to a new change.
i know, it's gonna be great.


have a happy new year to all.
and to that special friend,
bali's gonna be great !
:)

thank you.

she, has spent the past few nights with me.
she, has brought laughter in my life again.
she, has accompanied me during these lonely days.
she, has been a friend and a work partner.
she, has helped me found my heart back.
finally, i'm able to feel pain again.
finally, i feel sad.

sad of leaving this town once agian.

i sure had lots of fun spending those times with you.
and i hope u do too.

and thank you will never be enough.
for now,
you've fully cured me from this pain.
i hope you've never thought that i took you as a replacement.
everything i did,
was simply plain me.
never because that i wanted someone to be by my side.
nor because that i wanted someone to shower the rest of my love wif her with.

i sincerely thank you.
thank you for your time.

before it's too late...

been busy busy busy busy and busy....
seriously,
it's always...
work...then go out wif her, either for a hunting or simply a dinner.
she's nice to talk to and i surely enjoy being around her.
then when i reach home...
it'll either be need for speed carbon then friends.
or i'll be simply too worn out to blog.
there'll be another hunting tomorrow morning.
let's hope it doesnt rain.
it better not !
so...
introducing my beloved girlfriend...
she is....................................

MY BRAND NEW CANON EOS 400D !

wooohooooooooooo !!!!!!!

she's so tender to touch.

so lovely in my hand.

and i love her more than anything in this world.

10.1 MEGAPIXEL eh.......

she got me so fucking turn on.

fucking aroused by her look.......

anyway,

merry CHRISTMAS everybody !

that shot is taken wif my new gf :)

a new gf in my life !

meet my new beloved gf yesterday !
sexy,
beautiful.
everything that i've ever wanted.
update soon.

photograhies.

been doing lots of photographies lately.
but also been too busy to upload them.
actually kinda lazy too.
hehe.
anyway, am thinking of doing design for real.
finally found a friend to be doing it with.
who is also a teacher of design herself.
hell i might be out of my mind.
but i gotta start finding ways to earn my own cash man.
and this might be the only thing that i'm really good at right now.
you could say i've found my eyes for design !
will be back in singapore by the 2nd jan.
and my coming new skin for this blog will be designed by us !
my very first project of photoshopping with another person :)

home sweet home :)

i'm home !
back home in medan :)
caught some fabulous night shots while in singapore.
brought my speakers back home !
can't wait to blast them tomolo morning
freaking tired.

singapore tomolo.

i'll be in singapore tomolo.
i've feel so comfortable here that somehow i feel a bit reluctant to go back there....
this is my home.
i've got my freedom here too.
+ i've got a car i could drive around with.
i've been giving a key to the house and the curfew has been lifted ever since i start work.
i just feel so so so home.
something i haven't felt for a long long time.
i'll be home in medan as fast as i settle my student pass.
latest i'd stay is till this saturday if the farking immigration could work fast enough.
earliest is thursday.