it's one of those days...

it's one of those days that kept me awake all night...
no matter how tired i am.
no matter how sleepy i am.
i just can't stop thinkin bout it.
school.
princess.
that work thing.
home.
basically...
life.


it's like no matter how i twist and turn.
and no matter how hard i tired to hide.
these things just kept coming haunting me.

they say,
scorpions think a lot.
yes.
i'm a thinker.
my mind is programmed to take information,
think it positively and the worst case that could happen,
before taking action.

however,
scorpions are emotional too.
and girl, sometimes i just got emotional before i could even think.
and i'm sorry for that.

i know i fucked up at times,

but it is at times like this,

that my heart needs you,

i know i screwed up,

but i've never thought of giving up,

like i said,

this heart was made for you.

in silence that is,

endlessly,

in silence softly,

this heart was lost.

drowning in the silence,

falling far behind,

there is no way out,

will you be there ?

insanity and loneliness,

tearing this lonesome heart,

it keeps on beating,

but it never stops bleeding.

oh girl my princess,

the best thing that ever happened,

your lovely voice,

resounding endlessly in my ears,

oh how i miss those times.

i don't know what the fuck am i writting.
fuck this shit out,
tomorrow will be a better day i know.


in the mean while,
i rearranged and totally clean out my room.
it's all so nice and neat now.
=D
and as a reward...

yes !

that was one of the best to re-energise myself from all those fucked up stuff i'm facing.

want some ?
just $35 bux for 2.