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it's been two years

and there's no amount of words can sum up how this feeling feels for you

and there's no amount of actions that i can do to prove how this heart wants you

and there's no amount of love in the world can compete with the love i have for you

and

i love you so

always have been

always will be

f

two years

and i'm waiting for our 20th years together

the times spent together

best as it always will be

i will love you forever

and you will always be

the one

i seek for

the one

i want

the one

this heart belongs

because

i love the way you smile

i love the way you look at me

i love the way you love me

i love the way you support me

i love the way you always try to be there for me

i love the way you always try to understand me

i love the way you're always so repetitive in things you ask

i love the way you can forget simple things

i love the way our hands feel together

i love the way it feels right to be with you

i love the way you complains to me

i love the way you smell

i love the way you talk to me

i love the way you call me, dear

i love the way it sounds so right too when i call you, darling

i love the way you're willingness for sacrifices for me

i love the way you're so patience all these two years

i love the way you trust me

i love the way you believe in me

i love the way how naggy you can be at times

i love the way how stubborn you can be at times

i love the way how you cry while trying to remain strong

i love the way you showed me your weaknesses and let me help you one that

i love the way how you'd point out my weaknesses for my reflection

i love the way you always trust me regardless of the promises i've broken time and again

i love the way you can listen to this miserable voice sing to you at night

i love the way you'd hug so tight so suddenly just to show me how much you miss me

i love the way you kiss so gently and soft

i love the way we'd talk every single night just to share that few moments of our days togehter

and i love you for whoever you are

and this list will go on and on and on

and i'll never get to sleep tonight

and i'd love the way you'd nag again the next morning coz i stayed up so late

and so

i do

....

22

it's been 22 months
together
with you
i feel in peace today
and i know tomorrow i will too
thank you so much for the love, the understanding and practically everything that you've shared with me
i want this
i want this feeling
to continue
for another 22 years and more
and i hope
this love we share will only grow as the days and months pass us by
i've love you for these long
and i still do
more than ever
for you,
my one,
f.

from the heart to you

ur hands in mine, and mine in urs
side by side i'm forever urs
for always
and endlessly

forgive me for all the lonely times u've had
distance had kept us apart
however u must know
you're forever in my heart

please be strong
please be strong
wait for my return

20 months of us together
is coming right the next time i see you
may our love last forever
trust me when i say this to you
i miss you
i need you
and i love you
f.

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the busy days of rushing through last minute projects works are here again
i've got like 2 projects submissions this week
1 mid of next week
another one early the following week
if you're in my shoe and still haven't feel the pressure yet
then i guess u're like no feeling no emotion type of guy lor really
nights after nights here i am typing away
mouse clicking here and there
the joy of having both mac and pc are simply awesome however
especially this 24"
i can like open 3 word documents in a page
refer to them
and type away in my pc
when they say mac really does speed up ur work
they are not lying

after the projects
will be the exams already
really have to start my long overdue revision right away after all the projects are gone
really really hectic
it's only the 23rd september
and i'll only gain my freedom back by the 10th of november
a mere 7 weeks away....
49 days
and darling, after that is :)
i'll be seeing you again in less than 60 days
2 months to be exact
i will be back
in your arms again
and then
we'll belong together again
just like the way it should be

i miss her tremendously
badly
badly
soooo
birds in flight will be up tomorrow XD
if u wanna see how i shot birds in flight using manual focus !
then come back tomorrow ! XD

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anyway just wanna share this with u guys,
at approximately 1 plus pm just now
f called
"go look at the sun now !!!!!!!!!"
and i was like...
"huh?"
"why?"
and all i see was
plain white skies with no whatever indication of where the sun is
i know it should be right above me
but the white clouds were so thick
looking directly above didn't even hurt the eye

but what happened back in Medan (my lovely hometown) was something kind of incredible

after that
i received sms-es from mum, dad and a few other friends back in indo who knew i'm into photography

because
this is what they saw
back there
for around an hour
the sky
was like this

no
that's not lens flare
that is RAINBOW
i bluff u not
the phenomena as i'd like to called it
happened across medan
even Peter Chandra, the photographer who had shot that photo there,
founder of tobaphotographer club at www.tobaphotographerclub.com
and owner of www.peterchandra.com
who was quite out of Medan town
witnessed the phenomena
from my conversations just now with Peter himself,
he had said that it rained damn heavily late last night
and the sun was tremendously hot this afternoon
the phenomena happened at around 11.45 all the way to 12.45 local time (1 hour behind singapore and malaysia time)

man...HOW I WISH I WAS HOME TO WITNESS THAT !!!!!!
anyway, just wanna share this to you guys :)
amazing
the creations of god
a full circle rainbow circling the sun
for one full hour
i'm imagining hundreds, if not thousands of Medanese walking out of their homes to look at the sky
and of course
all the photographers busy shooting awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
to witness the beauty of His creations

something i've always believe in after taking up photography,

everything is beautiful
everything can be beautiful
it's just a matter of how you look at it

awesome

Love +ve

firstly, i wanna thank you,
from the very bottom of me heart
i wanna thank those of you who've supported and voted for me right from the start, from the very beginning
my model who wish to remain anonymous, dad, mum and f who believed in me and the rest of you there who took your time to vote, tru the net or sms
really thanks man

but












nope nope nope
i didn't win :(
went to the event, reaching about 10 mins late, just in time for the announcement of the first prize winner, and there then they mentioned it

Koh Sze Kiat

my very own friend :D

congrats man

and then what follows were the voters' choice which again i didn't win d

Winning picture is



big congratz man bro !
glad that it's one of us that won :)


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on a much brighter happier note,
IT'S ON ITS WAY :D




woHOO !!!!
24" 2.8 ghz and will definitely upgrade it to 4gb of RAM
one of the fastest iMac d












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sharing two pics,
both snapped with homesick's 40d















i kinda need to find a nearby place to do my sunrises,
currently, i've got plenty, and i really mean LOTS of pictures of the same place, only different sunrise conditions
i want a change man
may be will explore more during one of these sleepless nights

VOTE ME

YES YES YES
so 2 of my pics got into the top 20 finalist of the Love +ve photo competition :)
damn happy can

anyway, these are the two














VOTE FOR THIS PIC

SMS YOUR VOTE TO 82569446 IN THE FOLLOWING FORMAT

(your vote)space(your name)space(NRIC)

this pic is number : 19

SO SO SO example sms like this d,

19 Jay Choo s0853914u
send to 82569446







the other pic will be















same thing, just diff number nia

this picture is number : 5

so still the same

SMS YOUR VOTE TO 82569446 IN THE FOLLOWING FORMAT

(your vote)space(your name)space(NRIC)

like this,

5 Jay Choo s0853914u





thank you for your support much much a lot a lot big big plenty plenty :)
every vote u cast, even from the online voting thing is deeply a lot a lot plenty plenty APPRECIATED
thank you many many

our first birthday

12.03.08
marked the day
a year ago
she and i
become one

i know i'm 4 days late
but u know why
:)


and there's nothing more i wanna say than this










































































































and the final pic with 2 version
coz i simply love this pic myself too !






































there shall be no words
no nothing
i simply
love you, f

*note: ideas were taken and developed from a visit to vivi's blog =x